SIGH

shud be studyin now.. but...

watz d point...

tired of convincing myself i can get into vet.. tired of believing it.. and because of this, i sorta like a bit giving up.. since i am tired of believing i can get into vet, there is no point for me to keep holding on.. why on earth i have to study biology, the subject that i hate the most, my weakest subject.. well to be frank i never hate biology, just that it alwiz turn out to be the worst, since form 5.. same for ssabsa.. same for the bio animal test last wed..

i dunno what i want now.. on the edge of giving up but i noe i won as long as there is still a chance.. bio animal lab is fun.. so much fun.. the jumping shrimp.. the ugly crab (though he just makes me miss crab meat so much).. argh seriously when looking at the crab i was so tempted to break his legs ( well, limbs, i am scientific) and clamps and tear off the abdomen to eat.. :P

ignore this post, i am totally ok.. just to crap..

i will still try my best..

damn the bio cell test tmr.. well i love bio, i love bio, i love bio... just that it never love me back..

PS: thanks for chia yee's call.. 3 calls in 5 days.. miss u so so much, listening to your voice and looking at the study room foto make me feel like we are together in study room sigh..

need a big warm hug from each of u.. :(