i just hav one small hope now.. i hope tat jpa will allow me to take food tech.. tatz all, can i?
my mom asked me will i regret by letting go this dream.. i, do not know..
i stil love animals a lot a lot.. i stil wana help them as much as much..
but, i do not have the chance, or i din appreciate that chance..
i do not want to question myself anymore, i do not want to answer myself anymore, i do not want to think anymore.. i do not want to cry anymore..
juz let me to take food tech, juz let me pretend tat i m fine ok?
i, am perfectly fine.. please don doubt..
i told myself, god either wans me to help d animals or He loves me too much and don wan me to suffer studying bio anymore.. and now that He made the choice, i shud b thankful shudnt i?
i still can help the animals without being a vet cant i?
He will send sum1 tat love animals more than me to help them won Him?
so, there is no reason for me to b upset..although i actually rather bear wif biology..
everything wil b fine soon i bliv, i relli bliv..
things i bliv never fail, and so i bliv..
if i bliv tat i can c snow, and it relli snowed in a place tat never snow for 25 yrs, i do not have any reason to doubt..
i m fine, everythin is fine.. no doubt..
Lapisan Atas Selimut Tulip Scrappy
5 years ago
4 comments:
what happen?
anw, hope u r fine! always believe in urself ya! jia you!
Hey~ if there's a will, there muz b a way wor... now cant do vet, nex time can owaz help animals in other ways one... if tat's ur passion, i blieve not even the strongest wind can blow u off ur grounds....
anyhow, i'll be supporting u frm the back no matter wat u doin!! => jia you o, Pat!!
pat pat!!! add oil add oil!! don't forget God also opens another door for u.. look for that door ok? there will be a better view who knows?
*pray hard hard for u so that u can get food tech*
momy is backing u up.. muax!!
=)
He gave me best-est friends u can find in this world.. love u all a lot a lot.. will be fine de don worry!
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