and so, now is september..
time relli flies..
juz a sudden thought..
how good if i noe doraemon..
i do not need anything else fr doraemon..
i juz want d time machine in d drawer..
i wan 2 go n c d future me..
c how my life will be..
so that i won b scared of d uncertainties in my life now..
i wonder, how will i b in the future..
can i find a job that i like?
can i live d life i want?
do i still have ppl i love around me?
i am soooo lazy now, wil d future me being affected by me?
how much wil i change by then?
i don even wana think of my near future now..
uncertainties..... are no good..
future me, if u happen 2 noe doraemon,
please, come back n look 4 me..
i need u, desperately..
if i noe doraemon now,
i wan to go back to see the past me..
see how i cried, how i laughed, how i loved, how i loathed..
see how i used to be so happy everyday, happy fr inside d heart..
see d things tat i missed..
see d things tat i ignored..
because i feel that i din appreciate things around me,
so i wana tell d past me wat i miss now, and ask d past me 2 cherish it 2 d fullest..
because i feel that i din put enuf effort in certain things,
so i wana tell d past me to give my best, and tell her how regret i am now..
because i feel that i love d past me more,
so i wana ask her how she makes herself so confident and cheerful everyday..
because i am afraid,
so i need the future me very very much..
afraid of decision making,
afraid of uncertainties,
afraid of everything..
why is nobita so blissful..
tell me what to do so that i can be proud of myself again..
future me, are u proud of me?
i need your answer, very much..
there was once a time, when i was confident that i do not need to foresee my future,
as i was confident that i will have a great one, not a great one, but the one i want..
yea i miss those time..
i wana make future me = past me..
present me, i want you to become past tense in no time..
Lapisan Atas Selimut Tulip Scrappy
5 years ago
3 comments:
Haha, you think too much already... Take it easy, life is so great... Cherish the time always ya!
like master wu gui said in kungfu panda : yesterday was history, tomorrow is mystery, today is a gift - that's why it is called present.
but somehow, mystery can be misery. duno what lies ahead, past and present intertwine and tightly tie to what happens..
past pat is always thankful, happy, cheering others up with her optimistic opinions. past pat always appreciate time she spent together with her dearest ones, coz past chee jie can feel that.
present pat has her own set of values to see things from the most beautiful angle, and trying hard to create a good future pat. present pat is still spreading love and present chee jie can also feel that..
i hope the future pat loves the present pat who will be the past pat..
confusing?
present chee jie is missing past chee jie too!!
you made me cry omg..
yea lets stop missing the past us and make the future us to be proud of present us now.. =)
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