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another nice song... first heard it last yr, while browsing thru harry potter fanmade vid..
that time simply think it is nice.. so downloaded it..
now, the feeling is totally different when i listen to this song again.. thanks to my wmp that always noe wat song to play.. outside is raining again, after two nice sunny days..
skipped tutorial although i was in time, just because of d rain.. not in d mood of getting wet..



I woke up it was 7
I waited till 11
Just to figure out that no one would call
I think i got a lot of friends but I don't hear from them
What's another night all alone?
When your spending everyday on your own
And here it goes

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Having more fun than me
Tonight...

And maybe when the night is dead, I'll crawl into my bed
Staring at these 4 walls again
I'll try to think about the last time, I had a good time
Everyone's got somewhere to go
And they're gonna leave me here on my own and here it goes

What the hell is wrong with me?
Don't fit in with anybody
How did this happen to me?
Wide awake I'm bored and I can't fall asleep
And every night is the worst night ever

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Nobody wants to be alone in the world.

depressing rite the lyrics? n hey when i 1st listen 2 tis song i never never expect tat d lyrics would happen to me! those words in italic just fit so well to my life!! i wouldn't say that nobody cares for me, i wouldn't say that i don't fit in with anybody, i wouldn't say that "i got a lot of friends but i don't hear from them"..

some part of d song is just too true.. i love it love it.. friends, mayb we r just too busy rite? corz i noe i abandon d chatbox sumtimes too.. >.<

hope: the rain will stop soon, corz i m relli not in mood 2 walk in d rain and i don wana miss lecture.. good weather 4 tis coming saturday too..

and don worry, i hav d ability to cheer myself up..(if i don, u won c me here) i will b fine in a moment.. =) and cheering myself up makes me tired too..