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how beautiful is this day?
indeed it is very beautiful.
too beautiful, for this is the beautiful 21st of a beautiful lady.

how lucky you are,
to have a 21st to fall on such a beautiful date.
how lucky I am,
to have something so meaningful on such a lovely date.

my life would be too different,
if a lovely little baby girl was not born 21 years ago.

who would accompany me to go through that 18 months?
from the time we first met each other,
til the time we sent each other email before our flight to bid goodbye.
too much to write, too much to reminisce.
there is no such need too,
as I know we both remember every single moment we spent together.
laughter we shared, stresses we faced, complaints we made.

who would make me cry, even when I am not supposed to?
I successfully finished the crazy 18 months.
I was on my way back to my lovely hometown.
NO reason to be sad.
yet I was crying nearly all the way back.
holding the phone, could not bear to go through your text word by word.
*you probably never know this aye* *erm don be too perasan tho, plus text from others too =P*

who would visit the same old boring place again and again? *yes i love my island but i have to admit that there has nothing much to do*
going back to the same places, doing the same things.
and still, love and enjoy it?

who would make me laugh and laugh and laugh?
you never fail to cheer me up.
someone that will always type "eh i tell you something funny"
when
"siennnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn" is all I sent.
-u fail! my fault for not keepin msn history T_T-

who would share my tears?
the answer is probably no one else.
you are the only one, that shed tears because I do.
when the reason I cried has nothing to do with you at all.
That is you, funnily cute.
you had no idea how much you helped throughout my hardest year.

who would love something just because I do?
you are so scared of dog,
and you told me you realised that you fell in love with schnauzers too.
and when i told you "so sweet la, he is trying to overcome his dog phobia just for the gf..ahh if someone do this for me.."
and you said " ME LA!"
very heart warming. very berry strawberry blueberry. =)
-no real dog pic-

I still remember the birthday post of yours last year.
written during the long boring mid sem break.
helped me not to remember something I want to forget.
if there was not you, how could I keep myself busy?
and I bet you have no idea how your super long birthday post helped too.
-random pic corz i duno wat 2 put, so tis one share happiness pic la cin cai la-

thank God for letting you to walk into my life.
thus your birthday should be something very important to me too. =P
and how time flies, this is already my 4th "happy birthday" to you.
and I thought I just walked in L7 yesterday.
argh missing the 08 one! T_T

I hope 17 years later,
i can tell you, this is already my 21st "happy birthday" to you.
and I thought you were just 21 yesterday.

sincerely i say,
happy birthday poh chia yee.
turning adult is not gonna be easy.
and you know that I will always be with you when you need me.

i don like the fact that
we both got used to the distance.
and i am afraid that
one day we will get too used to it.
*i don find this post touching, corz you asked me not to make you cry again* =P
*hana hana d cupcake very ugly la,but i noe u will go "aww" anyway =)*