Monday, September 21, 2009

rambling

wanting to give up while you know you shouldnt is tiring.
wanting to hold on while you know you dont want to is as tiring.

no wonder i am so tired.

stuck i between.

hold on.
i cant anymore.
to be precise, i can, but i do not want to anymore.
i am so tired of holding on.

give up.
i cant do so.

what do i want?

hold on.

doing something i don want to do is draining all my energy away.
i wish i am not so rational.
i wish i can be a bit more capricious.
i wish i can just don care.

i wish i am not me.

3 comments:

Chen Yi said...

leaving a comment so that you will have an additional *hugz* for this entry. :)

xoxo

LinNar said...

I wanna hug you i wanna hug you also! Is this my first time commenting XD

JJ said...

if we hold on together...i know our dreams will never die~

hold on!with yr friends to offer you support you can. :) :)

its just one of the (i know often) that you feel like giving up....

everyone's the same...so hang on...

*hugs and pats*

love,
dotterly dotter