is being extraordinary calm a night before exam altho I am so unprepared something good?
this sentence is so long..
doesnt make sense..
but I am..
maybe I am being calm because I am not putting in any hope..
maybe I am being calm because I know how to do half of the questions..
maybe I am being calm because I do not care about the whole section B anymore..
tears were flowing down my cheek when my mom called..
tears of guilt..
she said, "just aim for a pass, do not stress yourself out"..
I can do much more than getting a pass..
if anything , this is my very own fault..
nothing to do with stress, nothing to do with the paper being too difficult..
and yet, she is asking me not to stress myself out because of my own mistakes..
tears were flowing down again when my friend sent me the muffins..
it says "commit to the Lord whatever you do, and your plans will succeed"
who am I to deserve these two lines...
why do I deserve these two lines..
tried my best? no.
whatever it is, lesson learned.
will try hard to understand the analytical part later.
will fully utilise the hours before exams.
promise is I would not repeat this again.
chances are I will most probably say the same thing again soon.
sinner I am.
and that is the reason why I dislike myself.
Lapisan Atas Selimut Tulip Scrappy
5 years ago
2 comments:
i was in the same situation as u when i had my organics exam ... but it turned out okay..
They say habits die hard... I was also in the same boat as u... This morning before my paper in the aftrn, I urged myslf to study last minute cuz d nite before when I look at the past year papers, I was shocked... Even question 1 (a) oso dunno how to do liao... I thought maybe only one question... Who knows aftr looking thru till 1 (g), I gave up and went to bed... XD All I oso hav to refer textbook... Liddat do wat do, I oso dunno... Aiks~ I shud hav started revision since early but I didn't :(
Oh well.... Maybe the things that we really need right now are determination and discipline gua... Anw, wish u luck for ur paper yea! :) I'm sure u can achieve more than what u think u can!!
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