-倒影的指引-

hualo, i am back again :P
1st post in 2010, and this is March. hoho.
meaning i wasnt emo til March. and I don mean that I am emo now..
guess wat, 3rd yr is hard. like tough.

A food microbe lab book that needa be updated every tue and thu, a formal food chem report which i hav no idea how to do at all in 2 weeks, another 10% assignment which might waste a lot of my time that is due on 26th March, a practical work report that I will need to finalise and proof read, and the worst, a 5000 words literature review on food safety issues on the April Fool.
And lots of studies to do.

And clothes to wash, to dry, to keep, to fold. house chores to do. lunch to pack. dinner to cook. line to on. piano to play. friends to love and to talk to.
everyday is packed.

surprisingly i am not frustrated or stressing out. at least not yet..
at least i do not skip lectures now.. *my heart might not be there, but physically, i was there*
at least by having sooo much homework to do, i don feel bad for slacking. corz even tho i procrastinate A LOT, i stil have to get lil bit of things done.
at least i have a proper home now. a house with a garden, a house in between two dogs, one black and one white. :)

cons of flatting out somehow turned into pros.
like every single of them is good.
no dryer = get to enjoy the sunshine.
no heater = get to feel so warm wrapping urself in d duvet. (especially when itz raining outside, which it is now, wif good music, i feel like im the most blissful person in this world)
far fr univ = punctuality as bus does not wait for u
cant go home during lunch break = more work done, proper packed lunch
no cleaner = get to know that how wonderful mummy is for keeping the house clean
and don forget the piano, the dogs and the lemon tree.
i love my home in nz. =)
*definitely not as much as pg, but close enuf*

i appreciate the ability to see the bright sides of everything, for now.
i do not know whether i will start whining and complaining that think that i am the most pathetic person on earth soon or not.
but, i truly appreciate the fact that i am still standing strong now.
i hope i will. i hope i can.

this is a reminder to myself, if one day i feel miserable, look at this.
i was once this contented.
*off to work*
=)